Too Much

There are no words to express what I feel,

Too much pain that may never heal.

Into the darkness, I disappear,

because there is nothing left for me here.


Too many questions I have on my mind,

Too many answers I know I will never find.

My memory is shattered into many parts,

and with those pieces will go my heart.


Too much confusion to figure out,

Too much heartache piled with doubt.

Take away, I must live alone,

I won't be missed, no one knows I'm gone.


Too much determination to promise to,

There isn't much left for me to do.

Making me think they really do care,

Is worse than actually being there.


Too many wars I have fought,

Too many souls I have caught.

Too many battles, faults and sins,

This is a battle I will never win.


Once I'm gone, I'm gone for good,

I hope my story is understood.

I will missed even by you,

and I am a person who you once knew.