Giving Up

The best things in life you cannot see,
So how do you know what’s real or not?
Could it be you gave me a reason to believe?
Could it be my heart you actually caught?

You teach me to fight,
And you show me pain.
The darkness of the lonely night,
Makes me completely insane.

How stupid I feel,
To believe such lies.
None of it is ever real,
and everything always dies.

You want to yell and then scream back,
You take it out on the first person you see.
Friendship is the area that you lack
So keep the negativity away from me.

I give my heart,
And I give my soul.
Two separate parts,
Both with one goal.

So what is this void that I feel?
Is it emptiness or heartache?
I have given up on illusions that seems real,
Everything in life is always fake.

I hate to be alone,
And I don’t want love to leave.
But I am already gone,
And one day someone will show me how to believe.

It’s hard for me to trust,
And I’m easy to lose.
But through all my scares,
This is the life I choose!

All my hope has disappeared,
A long, long time ago.
As tears fall from my eyes to my ears
There is not one person I want to know.

From here on out,
There is no friendship, there is no love,
Life is one big doubt,
And I have given up!

So, take me as I am,
And know that I’m not perfect.
I hope one day someone understands,
That I am completely worth it.